twenty three months
2010-08-31 10:46 p.m.

its a long time for nothng to change in any meaningful way. i've learned to live without any true friends. single with my dog. i haven't dated once. it hasn't been that bad on the whole of it. tonight is an exception.

if tonight were the night that i could make up my mind, my note would read:

i picked this hotel room so as not to lower the property value of our home. it is really just my home, i know, but if i write that it is ours, i don't feel as lonely in this moment.

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