living is so dear
2017-06-06 8:03 p.m.

i'm not always as unhappy as i seem. i think i spill it over here. with the hope that it won't spill over into other parts of my life.

in order to keep my june streak, i had to run sans sobriety tonight. i have only done that once before on trail with martin. we ran 18 miles until we got to the milestone in cool and drank. then ran three miles down trail to the confluence, and it felt dangerous. tonight felt silly and i was chased by a little dog biting at my sneakers. it was easy, but all the same, i didn't like the feeling.

another day to start over tomorrow and become someone better.

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