"all the good that won't come out of me"
2003-07-17 10:25 p.m.
bernard williams died. it was a roman holiday. i had lunch with my mom today and discussed all the big plans for riding in the fall that i know i will not keep. i can't stay happy longer than three hours or so. i saw pirates of the caribbean today and want desperately to make love to johnny depp. or even orlando bloom would be okay.
i closed my diary because i think its about time i kept my thoughts to myself.