this is dedicated to the one i love
2015-04-16 11:41 p.m.

its turned out to be self indulgent dar williams listening kinda night. i went to the Berkeley campus for the first time as a grown up with a mortgage and a dead end job. i was supposed to be fighting for fifteen, but i just walked slow with earplugs in and wished the banner behind me wouldn't keep rushing us into the loud guy with the whistle. i saw a few people i helped to fire from their jobs over the years. so much for union power. i think they all have new jobs, so it can't be a bad thing. i would trade places.

its been at least two years time since i've been in love or even in like. i don't think about it often or even try to remember what it feels like. i don't consider what it would be like to desire to be in love.

its funny too because it seems like stores never stay in Berkeley. my favorite lunch place that i rarely let myself eat food in and that was packed every day is now a soup store. just soup.

on the way down, we saw this horrible motorcycle fatality. i've never seen something quite so gruesome. then the buses dropped us off outside people's park. and i took a photo of the park, but not the people in it.

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