who wants to live forever?
2015-09-07 9:46 p.m.

it doesn't even matter that my life is nothing like I'd ever imagined. in both good and bad ways, i suppose. i miss segments of my life. and i no longer press into possibilities. that i might meet someone... that i might be promoted... that i might be capable. i don't invest in clothes or "hair cuts" or nice things. i don't want to be where i am, but i don't know how to move away. i really fucking miss people i used to know. i'm kind of obsessed with queen and Freddie mercury now. even though their music is so brilliant and his story so tragic that it rips your heart out of your chest. who needs a heart?

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