"you've got a minute left to fall in love"
2003-06-07 7:52 p.m.

i think i haven't written here because i've been relatively happy. what a cynical spin on my own mindset. i have had a very good day, but here at the end of it, things are vacant again. and so i am filling the space with my poorly chosen words and impossible sentence structures.

until seeing a person sitting alone on a bench draws down my eyelids and shames me out of my unhappiness.

god bless paxil. god bless xanax. god bless slurpees and sunburns. god bless the enthusiastic guy with the tongue piercing who works at the deli. god bless hilary. and chelsea too. god bless the smell of buckeyes in bloom. god bless geldings.

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